*When my big clothes are now my too tight clothes.
*When I look at my face in the mirror and all I can see are cheeks.
*When I no longer weigh myself and the word SCALES sounds
*When I have to stretch my knickers so they'll fit even though they
are made out of lycra.
*When all I wear is black.
*When all I wear is Lycra, the stretch is just so amazing.
*When I can only fit into two pairs of jeans, even though I have ten
pairs in my wardrobe.
*When the majority of the clothes in my wardrobe no longer fit.
*When trying to find something to wear for night out always ends
* When clothes shopping has become a nightmare!
* When I start to have evil thoughts towards my slim friends!
*When I snap and curse people out for talking about my weight.
Especially family who have no filter or mercy!
*When I don't want to meet people who have not seen me since I
* When I realise I've have become allergic to exercise and even the
mention of it causes me to start hyperventilating and break out
into a rash.
* When the thought of summer fills me with dread.
*When I list eating as a hobby.
*When I can polish off a whole tube of Strawberry Cheesecake
Haagan Daz and still feel like I have not eaten!
*When I constantly think about what I am going to eat for my next
*When I constantly cover up my stomach, especially when sitting
*When "Just one chocolate digestive biscuit." Turns into the whole
*When my partner tells me he loves me no matter what size I am.
(That's a killer!) What I hear is "I love you even though you're
Jokes aside, it really is time to do something about my weight and my health.